my baby!

hugging my precious in church b4 Herbby & Javvy left for home.. -taken by none other den my gd ol' bro Herbby! ;)

3 stooges

us being silly.. n trigger happy.. great pals

me driving!

Driving along Kallang on route to pick Javern frm Kallang MRT b4 i got lost bcos of the re-route & detour. heh

going under

i duno how much more of dis i can take
fuck my brain is not functioning normally anymore

is it jus me or are things getting from bad to worst?
i seem to be losing grip of things ard me
wad's happening

dis cant happen now
not when everything is peaking

damn shit.
everything is a mess.
1 big huge mess.

cheated

CURRENT MOOD: ANGRY
I'VE BEEN CHEATED!!!!!!!!

damn it!! i dun believe dis man!!! i was so cheated!
paid $5 for my spss class for NOTHING!!
dere was NO CLASS!
i went all the way to Clementi - for NOTHING!!

they din even announce on our student portal dat other classes were cancelled!
damn it
am i stupid or dumb!
damn student care services - my arse!

kaoz i really duno man..
dat evelyn woman said she came at least 6 times to annouce for a reshuffling of classes but how come i din hear??
how come me alex n fanis din noe?
she said almost half of the class came for the renewed dates
where did the other half go den?
looks like the 3 of us r part of the other half.

*sigh* now dere's no refresher course for us for spss.
duno how sia liddat.
none of the 6 of us have attended the course.
great jus great
now we'll b having great difficulties using the spss system and analysing the data
cos we cant quite recall how to do it!!!

perfect.

today, tuesday, is not a gd day.
doesnt help dat Alex's grandma jus passed away dis morn.
felt so bad cos i was lost for words to console him.
perhaps i shud drop by the wake?
still considering.. it was nice of him to tell me not to bcos of work
but.. i duno man.. dis kinda things.. tsk
like u noe.. support a bit?
haii.. dis sucks

death.. life is so fragile..
he was really close to her..
these feelings seem so recent.
lets hope god will receive her in heaven.
and hope dat God will console his family.

bring on the statistics!

!~weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

today cant get any more exciting den it already is! haa =P
dragged myself outta bed as usual in an attempt to find some articles for OE grp.

also, ltr at 1.30pm i is got Statistical Package for Social Sciences Class!
doesnt it sound so exciting?! =)

simply cant wait!
so thrilling and interesting!

nonetheless, i got my essay done, submitted, end of story.
next individual assignment is called my law essays.
kaoz. mayb shall seek some help frm that lawyer cuzy of mine.
he shud make himself more useful to me for a change.

ok so i shall get busy - get down to lookin for articles.
take care all

bad mood

today's mood has been pretty dreadful and awful all day so far
my essay is nearly done now - last minute work sucks
i know but cant help it - what's done is done
some work is better den no work

best part is - how come i'm so stupid to not realise earlier dat i do not have enough references?
i feel like such a fool rite now

wad's done cant be undone i suppose.
shit.
no use crying over spilt milk
so i'm sulking and struggling to finish up the damn essay
its due tmr

thanks to alex
at dis pt in time, i still got him on msn
managed to ask him for some tips
he even read my essay for me
luckily it makes sense to him

jus hope to get at least a credit for this
lets hope my monday tmr wont b such a dreadful one

Faith Hope and Charity

when u believe in Jesus Christ u are known as a CHRISTIAN.

ever wondered what is left of the word if u were to remove the CHRIST?

u will be left with IAN.

wad does this IAN stand for?

I AM NOTHING.

therefore, moral of the story is... without CHRIST, I AM NOTHING.

good day

i got to speak with my cuzy today! thanks to beefy (herbert)
my brother made my day!

he surprised us by getting a calling card so that we cud call grace.
he's so thotful
i miss my cuzy so much

the moment i heard her voice i knew she wasnt all dat far away
she sounded great as always
hearing her jus made everything alrite again

i'm so glad we got to have a little chat with u cuz
dun worry, since u get free incoming, we'll try calling u when we call u ;)

u'll always be missed by each and everyone of us
take care sunshine

geeeezzzzzz

smile! ure on candid camera! =P

wad cud beefy be up to?

sneaky guy over dere... hmmmmm
me sipping on my lovely hot cuppa latte
dat same faithful saturday we called my loveliest cuzy

my 1st submission

weeeeeeeeeeee................
1 load down quite a lot more to go! haa!

cant wait til i submit my individual essay cos dat wud mean dat i've completed it.
of which until now, i havent even done half!
*sigh* damn difficult..
oh well...

so today's my 1st submission of dis semester! :)
OE the most difficult one yet 1st to be submitted.
nvm at least it was team effort.
Sharon is right. one wud feel more responsible for work done when he/she is working in a team as compared to working alone. cos when u work alone, dere's no motivation.. nobody to brain storm along wif u, argue (in a gd way) abt ideas and share jokes & experiences.

MOR seems tough. it is tough. dats y i find no motivation to do it on my own.
everyone of us are struggling our way out. *sigh*

i'm sure god will make a way when dere seems to be no way.
yup. ok. dis will all be over soon.
my grades are in God's hands. so i shall jus do my best and let God do the rest.
worrying aint gonna get me anywhere..

It's National Day!

Happy Birthday everyone! =P

visited an aunt in hospital today.. she fell in church n has a slight fracture in one of the bones in her back.
and worst part is she has osteoperosis.
so women & ladies out dere who dun drink milk, BEWARE!

btw in case some of u duno, Osteoperosis is the case of brittle bones.
probability of it occuring in women is higher den in men.
also, it has the highest chance of occurance in a woman esp during her menopausing yrs.
so pls be careful even when ure young, take lotsa calcium & tk care.
bcos once u fracture a bone, it'll b a nagging pain for life.

so anyone watched NDP? watched a lil earlier.. sia la. GOH is the Commandos dis yr.
haii.. useless.. after duno how many times den finally again.
but the fight is intense la i must say between Guards and Commandos.
tink the commandos' "power" is dying... haa

so ok i can hardly c any hunky dories.. BUT!
i spoted the NDU (Navy) unit!!
i say......................... ROCKS!
wow.. dem in the white uniform.... wow......................
oh well i can only dream...

ok so i'm suppose to be doing my damn essay now of which i only typed the outline thus far.
tsk.
bloody unproductive today.. duno why..

drove my parents frm hm to expo for brunch today den frm expo to east shore hospital.
seems like my parking has improved slightly today.
i somehow tink i drive a lil better wifout my dad ard..
tsk.
but den agn i tink he nag much lesser den when my sis 1st drove.
poor ol' sis.
always kena the shit.
haa! :p
but that makes her who she is. intelligent, swift, decisive and my gd ol' sis ;)

sis is comin back frm Phuket tmr nite & i gotta go pick her :)
i love goin to the airport at nite! hee.
so fun! but jus hope i wont hav to go along.. mayb try to drag my mummy along..
dad can stay hm and kunz cos afterall he's got work the next morning.
sis is arrivin ard 2300hrs.

oh! did i forget to mention.
my daddy has gotten himself a new car.
which means by end sept or so! lyd's gonna hav her own car!!
*gasp*
but den again... i dun want to have to be reliant on the car.. dats not a gd thing..
travelling to sch by public-king aint so bad la
a mth has passed and i aint complaining.. :)

so we shall see how the situation goes la..
oh btw dad got a manual car so guess he & my sis will be using it.
i mayb sometimes so i dun loose touch of my skills.
BUT i tink i'll stick to the auto, cos 1stly its easier, 2ndly, i have gotten the hang of it alr.
so i'm cool wif it. yup.

blog lag

haha it's been 6days since i last updated my blog!! -__-

oh wellzzz... cant blame me.. i sa such a busy girl.. =P
anyway.. so updates frm my previous entry on 02Aug..
alex & i have almost (95%) completed our pair report!
damn dat chan lai huat.
well jus hope dat it'll turn out jus fine. perhaps a distinction wud be great! ;P
hee.
*keeps fingers crossed*

ok so tmr is National Day... BUT i is got work to do!
a 2000words essay due on 15Aug.
luckily more or less got a lil draft out alr. but haiiya.. duno y i procrastinating..
mayb cos i duno how to do?
damn shit. so unlucky din manage to find any references frm anyone..
sianzzz..

i'm feeling so exhausted rite now.. but still got stuff to do. anyway tmr's a holiday so guess i'll slp in. haa.
got to visit a church aunt in hospital tho.
hmm.. i miss driving too..

oh oh! i must say dis.. wow
i saw so many eye candies on the mrt dis morning when i was on my way to sch!
wow wow wow.
abt 6 or 7 of em' siting opposite me...
tann skin... bald heads... slpy look..
so poor thing la.. but cute sia!
good for me to look look see see la.. best part is i got down before dem.
hee. haii.. y my sch got no good lookin guys one...
wasted.

but i must say so far, i only made one single trip into ngee ann poly for lunch.
my gdness. dat poly is gigantic man! like 10times bigger den TP sia.
totally got lost.
had to wait for alex's fren who studies at the other end of ngee ann to come get us to bring us to the apparently "most happening" canteen in the entire sch.
canteen 1.
tell u.. step into the canteen n u'll b instantly spoilt for choice.
they got all sorts of food at student prices!
dey got the tako poachi balls thingy, muah chi, cup corn, malay, indian, chinese, japanese, western food. one stall selling fruits and one drink stall.
huge canteen man. jus great.
love dat place. will be sure to visit dere again!

also. at ngee ann's canteen.. everyone noes dey r De best at mass comm.
they certainly do live up to it i'm sure.
while i was dere, i had the chance to listen to them broadcast the news, and play music.
great. simply well done. unlike useless CMM pple frm TP..
utter disgrace.

such a torture to have to listen to Media Biz Radio.. eeeeeeee... pls lor...
dun even play nice songs, n best is cant even speak properly. haii
duno wtf they learn also. girls learnt to b sluts and steal pple's bfs.. haha

okok lets not go dere...
eh ya so sim life isnt all dat bad la.
still coping fine wif the pressure. jus a lil worried abt exams.. damn alot to study and answer.
but dat's another story for another time..

peace out.

Agenda for today

am abt to head to the shower to get ready to meet chan in TP for our OE meeting.
its called we signed up for TP library membership so must maximise use.
anyways the book collection dere is happening man.
the next few hrs r crucial.
make it or break it.
haha okok so i m exagerrating... =P

lets hope all works out well for us..

if i make it alive tonite i shall tell u the outcome of our meeting.

peace out.
have a good day all.

guess who popped by for a surprise visit!!?
haha kk mayb it aint so surprising after all cos she did tell me she was coming... =P
dis is michelle chia.. my tourism coursemate/project mate back in sem 6 :)
she dropped by SIM to sign up for the RMIT course too.

my lovely grp mates for MOR..
can u believe i'm the youngest in the WHOLE grp!!??
i'm not EVEN 20!!
these girls are 21 already...

this is my lecture hall frm where i was siting which was right at the back of the LT
this fits my class size perfectly. tho there were a couple of seats per row not filled.
to my left and right got more rows la but cant fit the whole "pic" into my camera.. so ya dis will do haa

thought of the moment

currently listening to: If ure not the one

currently thinking: i must make time for my cuzy no matter what

classic song for a classic mood

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The hardest thing I’ve ever done Is keep believing
There’s someone in this crazy world For me
The way that people come and go Thru temporary lives
My chance could come and I might never know
I used to say no promises, Let’s keep it simple
But freedom only helps you say Good-bye
It took a while for me to learn That nothin’ comes for free
The price I’ve paid is high enough for me

I know I need to be in love
I know I’ve wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of A quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that’s What I’ll find

So here I am with pockets full Of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me Tonight
I’m wide awake at four a.m. Without a friend in sight
Hanging on a hope but I’m alright

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